Shedding Tears is natural

Just got off the phone with my momma, I love her so much. I got emotional...feeling the loss of my brother..and started crying to my mom. She made me feel better with her words of love and hope...and then she cried with me. We can't believe Jesse is not here on earth with us anymore. But we both said God took him to Heaven because He didn't want Jesse to suffer anymore! I just wish I could hug my brother Jesse one more time...and feel his hugs. i can feel him sending his love shining down on me from Heaven. God is guiding us every day...and Jesus is holding our hand through the storms in life. I thank God for giving me this life of mine, for my family, for my blessing named Layla...to quote lyrics of a song that I love "I will remain confident in this, I will see the goodness of The Lord" I love that....i love God....I miss Jesse all the time...and Jesse wants me to keep living life being happy and cheery and to show Layla a good example. Layla sees her Tio's picture and she sticks out her lips and wants to kiss Jesse's pic :) It's never easy for anyone to lose a loved one...but look to the sky and feel peace that your loved one is in Heavenly peace...paradise...with out King! I love you Jesse....forever....and ever...Til we meet again brother. I'm sure he's with our beloved Chiquita too..(our Chihuahua).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa_KDXL1oXo&feature=colike

Jesse on Drums!!!!

Jesse, me, Eva and little Bobie